its only two days before Christmas, i notice people are very busy already. but one thing i also notice is that it seems Christmas is not within me. i mean, before, when the BER in the calendar comes, excited would overcome me, but now, it seems the essence of Christmas is gone.
gone are the days that you see children caroling, although you still see them at the street waiting for the traffic light to turn red for them to sing carols with you. gone are the days when firecrackers abound, stating that Christmas is in the air.
when i was a kid, i jocund at the tought that Christmas is already near, gift from my parents and relatives abound. i guess the meaning of Christmas had been lost already or am i just getting old?
